(104/∞) Yixing gifs: You should be illegal
yixing at hello counselor
warning: long and tear-inducing content ahead.
In a year there are 365 days, and in a day where 24 hours pass really slowly, a year and a half just flew past like that~ In this year and a half there were so many surprises, too many touching moments, too many sad moments, and so much pride.
Every time my birthday comes round I have a platform to talk to all of you~ This time let my message be a heartfelt talking session with you, is that okay? ^^
When I was studying I never imagined that I could stand on a world stage, to sing for everyone who supported me, I thought it was just a dream.
I just wished that the songs that I wrote could be affirmed be everyone, or that I would have the talent to accomplish something in the music industry.
And now that dream, has come true because of SM and all of you who helped me along the way!
And yet, I’m still a little lost, lost on what I need to do?
I could still be that kid who hasn’t grown up, but the job gives me a sense of responsibility, allowing me to grow up, and continue carrying this responsibility. On this journey I’ve slowly felt myself change, but change could be either good or bad. Actually, it should just be like what I’ve said before, all I have is a special job.
I want to be like everyone else, what I want to have is just like everyone else’s, and I’m just as ordinary as everyone else. In these days, although we have gotten some affirmation, but I’ve never been satisfied with myself! I can’t give up! I want to do the best that I can! I want to tell all the people that support me, that I will not disappoint you!
Then again, it could be this kind of thinking that puts me in my own world, as if no one else can understand me. Friends cheering me on in phonecalls, I think of every hero [ PS: Yixing calls his fans heroes :’) ] , I’m actually really fortunate, it’s all going well, I should be satisfied. But if I can’t perform to the best of my abilities, will you still support me?
I often use this phrase to encourage myself: “Actually dreams are not far, you just have to put in the extra effort to achieve it. Although we may miss the beautiful scenery along the way, but at the very end you will be able to spot the rainbow!” Don’t you guys agree?
Behind the birthday fan support that looks so simple, how much effort have you guys put in? And this hard work (he described it as sweat) came from all over the world. That short surprise put together for me, could have taken a year of planning, a month of preparation, a day of waiting. All of these, I’ve seen it, felt it. You’ve really suffered a lot, and must have been really tired, thank you.
Actually, I like to see you guys holding my name board, hearing you cheer, but as I see you guys falling asleep because of the long waiting time, having your throats go sore because of the cheering, getting hurt because you were squeezed in the crowd… I gradually felt my own selfishness.
I just hope that you can take care of yourselves, don’t get hurt. Don’t be sad over anything, but don’t worry even if you’re sad! Because I will heal you with the songs I write!
There was once at the airport when a fan asked me, “Between a present that I painstakingly prepared, and a letter that someone else also spent ages writing, what’s the difference? Why don’t you accept presents?” I was unable to reply her, and I could only apologise, I’m so sorry. I kept pondering if my decision to take the letter was wrong… I’m also hesitant to take any letters now.
I know that all these are your kind intentions, I know, and I understand,
You can actually come and watch EXO’s performance once, buy one of our albums , hold our support banners, cheer for us, or those who are far away that do not have the opportunity to meet us, you can say ”Happy Birthday” and much more to me in your heart, all these are the best presents for me!
This is because I heard that some fans save up their allowance just to buy an album or present…or even used up all the money just to do fan support for us…I know that we are of almost the same age, every single cent does not come easy, every single cent comes with sweat, so I hope that you will use the money more wisely and spend it on meaningful things.
And also there are many people around the world that needs our help, helping people is our wish, but do it within your means! This misunderstanding may cause people to donate blindly…
Fans may think that giving donations is the most meaningful thing to do, but actually that’s not it.
We can be volunteers to help people, be a volunteer and more~
Economy wise, I hoped that before you buy me presents, or make any donations, please keep the money for yourself or give it to your parents, or family, buy some new clothes, or buy things that you or your family like or need, or buy delicious food for yourself and your family, nutritious food to keep healthy. After all these, you can proceed to help those people in need~ ifyou did this, it will also be a present for me!
I hope that this is the kind of presents I will receive every year~
And hope that your family will like us too~
Isn’t it a blessing to be sitting in front of the TV happily or even coming to watch our live performances? And also you need strength to give us support right? You definitely have to take care of yourself, if not how do you support us warmly and passionately? I know you guys are the best, and can definitely do this!
And well me~ I have only one big head~ one neck~ 2 hands~ 2 legs~ 2 feet, and one body, so I can’t possibly finish wearing all your presents~ I’m afraid you will be sad if I don’t wear. But I have no means to wear all of them, and
I’m afraid you will think the present is bad, or unsuitable.
Actually all the presents are great! Awesome! Not only the physical presents, but the videos online, words, all these are all your efforts! I like them all, love them! I only wished that you can be happy everyday~ protect yourself~ love yourself~ actually presents are not that important!
Still the same old sentence, your love for me is a present to me!
And your support is the strongest motivation for me to carry on!
Thanks for everything you have given me~I love you~
Translated by exo-plosion.tumblr.com
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Happy Birthday Zhang Yixing ♥
That one time Yixing lost in a dance battle, and it /HAD/ to be to Hyungshik （ ´∀｀）